Winter 2021

I had 2 dreams the night before last that I couldn’t remember, but I woke up from each one with some kind of nostalgic feeling.

Last night I had a dream about Max, except he and Nelson were both there!! Obsessed. Max puppy was sick in my dream, but in a different way. His chest had grown completely hard, like a shell.

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Dreamed about [redacted]. And also sort of about [redacted]’s passing. Our families were there together, kind of like a family camp or something. We ate a flavor of ice cream we knew [redacted] had liked.

Earlier in the night, I dreamed of a birthday party my family + friends threw for me.

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Dreamed something violent? Felt coup-related. Political figures were involved, but so were my friends (not the ones from real life – totally new ones). I feared for my life because someone had gone totally wild and vicious. I remember needing to shower desperately and asking someone, if I shower, would I live, because I was afraid I’d be shot by him. When I undressed I was crying, and blood washed out of me like my water had broken.